need a cure


a 1500 word essay...not much is it, not much at all, especially as the subject is huge
but can i do it? no, i just cant do it. i think the internet might be a reason, i cant disconnect it as someone is downloading something on my computer. why am i writing this here? well its better than using this time to study, i see my self actively chosing to do something else other than studying, next play enemy territory, then eat, then make tea. of course each of these activities will have an interval of 1 hour of web surfing
hmmm i havnt been to since the morning
a website on sony PSP

and so the list goes, why do i not just concentrate? have i gotten used to leaving everything to the last minute before i finish it?